Post by Tristan Tovius on Aug 21, 2009 2:10:32 GMT -5
So, writing in a journal is kinda weird for me, but hey, whatever, I have to get these feelings out somehow.
Okay, so heres the deal journal. Im stuck between the two of them, Brianna Ackart, and Alex Samuels. What the hell am I going to do. Alex died. And then she came back, I swear, in that time when she was dead, I felt like I was going to die, like part of me was allready dead. It was the worst thing that had happened to me, in my whole life. And Ive been through some rough things, well, as rough as a rich kid from teh upper east side could go through. You know the usual, friends doing drugs, and what not. But anyways, as I was saying, Alex was the person who held me to this earth, the only reason I had to live. But when she died, I was lost. But, then she came back, I felt like a person again, well technically im not a person, well a human, but anywho, she came back, and I was whole.
We went to the docks, to take care of the man who had killed her, I saw Brianna, and I swear to you, she looked in my eyes, what Alex did after I changed. She and Alex were the same thing, I knew it then, and I know it now.
I avoided them. Unsure of what I should do. I found council in a shifter, Jacob Black? He told me everything I needed to know, the imprint, but he never heard of the dual imprints. That suprised him. But he let me know, and then I knew, I was stuck with both of them, having to constantly choose between them. I felt the smae for both of them, but a few things struck me differently about both of them.
Brianna was sexy, and sultry, and Alex, even though she went through a change, still had the innocent look that he loved about her. Even though she tried to hide it from everyone, he saw it.
But Brianna, Brianna....She, now she could certianly get him going when they were together. The pool..Now that was somthing......well, lets say fun.
But I really dont know what to do, so Until next time. Im sure that i'll have more to tell you.
Dont tell a word of this to a soul.
