Post by Callisto Monmair on Jun 12, 2009 1:14:30 GMT -5
I really need to vent right now and this is the only place i thought of on a short notice. I just quite a site cause of something that happened to me a few months ago. On the site, I played a girl named Emma JAcobs. She was in love with this guy named Lucas. Well one night we were in the Cbox in Character and his charrie said it loved mine. So she was like YAY.....yeah, happy endings never happen to me in RP. He apparently was with someone else named Skyla, i did know this fact until she said so and i read some of the threads, not good expect I sadly realized that Lucas had to choose between Em and Skyla. In Real Life a similar situation was happening, not really it happened a few weeks before this happened. There was this guy named Shane, I cared for him... A LOT. So, being the fucking idoit i am, I told him, and this is what he said, "I will never understand anyting you ever say, Emma". and he left. You can not possibly imagined how i felt at that moment. Then I learned shortly after that he was dating a friend of mine. So, I realized "Oh, maybe thats why he acted like a dick". So i pretended to hate him for some time...And you want to know why I pretended to hate him? Because that was the only way he would notice me, the only way to talk to me. It sounds so stupid, but I cared for him alot....hell i don't even know why. and so BACK to the rp site. Skyla got her memory shot and Lucas kissed her and everything was set in place, they were in love....and i was watching. But that happened tonight. Yesterday, I saw Shane again, with Carmen (his GF's name), so i did the senseably thing and waved at him. He smiled, looked at Carmen kissed her and winked at me while doing so. why does my life have to be so fucked up that i like a guy who couldn't give a shit about me. And it doesn't help that Shane's friend Ryan...nevermind, hes the last person i want to talk about tonight. Jesus i'm crying. fuck my life.
